One year has passed…. one year has passed yet my heart feels like it’s being ripped out of my chest to see both their smiling faces in one picture! Her name attached to ‘In a relationship with’! The thought of her being accepted now by his family and going on out-of-town vacations with them whereas that was me for two years!

I thought they’re not going to last long. I thought he was doing this out of spite. I thought he would finally come to his senses and see what he lost. I thought he would get hurt someway in the process.

I thought I can handle it already, looking at them. I thought wrong.

They’re about to celebrate their 1st year anniversary now, and here I am, still seeing a shrink.

When will the time come when I can finally look at them and not care one bit? When will the hurting end?

Why doesn’t he just die?!?!


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